November 21, 2024

The human being is showing the real personality … only under certain circumstances … 

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The human being is showing the real personality ... only under certain circumstances ... 

by the well know romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru

I knew her since maybe i was 5.

Sawing her in the company of my friend George … i was really surprised.

I knew him well too.

Actually … i could not understand how the hell they could be a couple …. cause they had contradictory personalities.

But … the funny thing … is that into his company … she was indeed different.

It looked to me … that she was really changed … but I could not believe in this change.

I felt … like she was pretending… even if the truth was that deep inside myself … i was … confused.

So … I continued … analysing.

I was wondering … what the hell was going on?!

Who is the real Luisa … the one i see with George … or the one i used to know from my childhood?!

And … believe me … i was ver close to tell her … that all looked to me like … a charade.

Of course … i stopped myself doing it …. but the truth was that looking one at the other … my eyes were sending her …

telepathically … all my perceptions.

I was more and more … intrigued.

… more than ever.

This theory … with the charade really looked weird … but i was still remembering those times when we were drinking too much alcohol … when we were in high school … and Luisa started to make striptease in front of us … and then even started to kiss and seduce the boys from our group.

So … the new image of Luisa … looking like a loyal woman … near George … looked unrealistic to me.

I felt … she was pretending … simple playing a role … the one of the perfect woman.

More i was analysing … more confused i’ve became.

Maybe … i was idiot.

Maybe … i was not really her friend … judging her too much … not really wanting to give her the chance to make this change … from the personality of a whore … to one of a loyal woman.

But … truth be told … who the hell was i to judge her?

Why i couldn’t accept her change?!

Why i couldn’t accept that many of us have multiple personalities?!

Cause … actually we can be … whoever we want to be … in certain circumstances.

So … maybe Luisa was not making a charade … like I thought.

Hmm …

I was still balancing believing contradictory things… so into the end i’ve accepted that i was just … confused.

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